My thoughts on today's running of the Flower City Half Marathon are summed up nicely in this recent quote that I found from all places, in a Gatorade ad: "There is a moment in every race. A moment where you can either quit, fold, or say to yourself, 'I can do this.'"
Since this is my 1st official race report for my blog, let's get moving because the gun's gone off, the clock's ticking and this is going to be a long one! I've run this particular race three times now and usually it's not a very warm one. But, today the Running Gods smiled down onto our small little upstate NY town and blessed us with some of the most incredible race weather I've ever seen. I've read a lot of material related to running distance and somewhere I read that the experts have calculated the optimal running temperature for a 26.2 to be 53 degrees. Going with that premise it should apply to 13.1's too. The temperature this morning when I started my truck to get it warm for the drive into the city was in the mid 40's. Which wasn't that bad. Even after all this time and using a cool little iphone app that's made for idiots like me to tell them what to wear for certain conditions when running, I still manage to screw it up! Last year's race was much cooler and I made the mistake of wearing what I thought was a light jacket and suffered with sweating after the sun rose. So, I'll take the mid 40's because that meant it'll warm up to the mid 50's and that I could just go with a technical short sleeve tee, shorts and running cap. By the end of the race though, I was ready to rip it all off. Apparently that extra degrees over 52 is NOT a good thing!
I had a wicked stomach flu about three days out from the race. Thankfully it happened that far out and only lasted a little more than 24 hours! There's absolutely no possible way that I could've run with that. But, even with being that far out it still screwed up my ability to load up on carbohydrates before the race. I've had some success with carbo loading and love to eat. So, on the day before the race I tried using a favorite author's formula and attempted to eat over 700 grams of carbohydrates based on my body weight. Now, let me tell you, I was a little fat kid growing up and I can still pack it away. I love food! But, I just couldn't do it man! I never thought that I'd say that I was sick and tired of eating and drinking water. I managed about 550 grams. That would have to do!
I ate a bagel and drank some coffee as my truck warmed up. You'd think that I wouldn't still get the nervous jitters before a race. But my nerves went CRAZY! Part of it was my own doing of course. Looking at my splits after smashing my previous half marathon time last year by more than seven minutes made me wonder how the hell I could improve on that? When you run distance you can call it a big win when you break those PR's by seconds, not seven whole minutes! I was doubtful I could improve on that. I calmed myself and got out on the road. I needed to get away from my running log and a bathroom. I was nervously peeing like a pregnant woman!
I surprisingly drove slow but blasted my feel good "I'm going to kick ass today" race metal as usual. One of the reasons I love this race is because it starts right next to the jail that I work at. Which means I already have a parking pass at the nearest garage and can deftly maneuver around the long car lines of runners paying at the entrance. If looks could kill when I drove up I'd would've been dead like 10 times over! Another benefit was that I could hop into the sheriff's department locker room to, you guessed it, pee like a pregnant woman again! Funny the looks I got from the midnight deputies as they changed to go home!
Got back to the truck, did one last equipment check and was off. Over the years I've come to realize that I have a little OCD. I need things my way, especially when I race. My very 1st marathon taught me to NEVER trust the provided hydration and fuel options. I'm one of the lucky runners who can down just about any type of hydration or fuel product without stomach issues. But, during my first marathon I didn't bring anything because the course write up proclaimed that there would be Gatorade every two miles and gel fuel every seven. I thought why carry it if I don't have to. Well, all I can say is that I never want to run 26.2 miles EVER again with just water and a single cherry popsicle. By the time I got to the Gatorade stations, all they had was water. The gels disappeared just as quickly before I got to them. I did it but I was so hungry and delirious at the finish line, I could've ate dirt! So, now I wear a belt with my own fluid and fuel replacement. I look completely like batman. But it ensures that I have all that I need. I also have nice little pouches for car keys, my ipod and iphone. Everything was accounted for!
The starting line area was mobbed! Over 2500 runners ran the half and it's just an amazing feeling to be standing there with that many fellow runners. You can feel the energy in the air! So much hope. So much potential. I walked around a little. Took some pics to to post on FB.
The start!
The Blue Cross Arena (But, if you're a true Rochesterarian, then it'll always be known as the War Memorial)!
Nice view from the Broad St. bridge overlooking the Genesee River!
I Then lined up between the 1:30 and 1:45 pace groups. I love to size up the competition at the start line. But it always seems like they all look way fitter than I do! The race director paid tribute to Boston, the national anthem was sung and ipods and GPS watches came to life! I managed to snap one pic as the gun went off.
I love running shoes!
I was really jonesing to break that amazing record of last year. So, I knew that I needed to hit a a mile pace faster than 8:03. I remember saying to myself last year that I was just going to push hard until the halfway mark and then throttle back. I decided to go with that plan again this year. First split was 7:46. Perfect because I wanted to try to get a little warmed up before I really started to hit it and it was faster than 8:03. After that I don't know what the hell happened? The following splits were 7:23, 7:24, 7:23, 7:21 and 7:29! Now, you gotta understand, even with all the training and weight loss I still don't consider myself a very fast runner. I still see myself as that little fat kid. But damn! I clocked those miles faster than what I do my God awful weekly speedwork at! I still don't believe them! I didn't think I could move that fast! After that the damn hills started. My training has been really solid this year and made more so by running the main road that my house is off of. It's hilly as hell. Hills suck big time. But without them I don't think I would've been able to keep moving through the race's. Even with the hill training, my splits suffered at 7:59, 8:20, 7:36 and 8:00. It's beautiful to run through Mt. Hope Cemetery where Susan B. Anthony and Frederick Douglas are buried. But after the winding hills and running up an ancient and uneven cobblestone road I was ready to lay down in a fresh grave myself! Around this point I came to a untimely late conclusion with regards to my hydration and fuel. Something that I never considered until nine miles into a half marathon. With my increased weight loss I never recalculated the required amounts based on my new size. I felt like a puffer fish downing fluid and fuel for a 180 lbs. runner that doesn't exist anymore. Going to have to get that figured out before this year's marathon! I was thankful to get out of the cemetery and head back towards the city. Finally, some downhills! Then I got a disturbing twinge in my right hamstring. On and off I've had trouble with leg cramping during distance races. I've yet to get it locked down. The only thing that seems to help are Endurolytes, a salt tablet made by the Hammer Products who also makes my hydration fluid and fuel. I wasn't even close to being dehydrated. I felt like I had to pee the entire race. But I was desperate to get rid of the cramping before it got worse and grinded me to a halt. I popped two and hopped for the best. The following miles were a battle. It had gotten pretty warm with no clouds in the sky and full sun. I honestly don't know how I hang on. I almost stopped. 7:45 was still good. But I knew the last two were going to be challenging. I switched my Garmin GPS watch over from the time and mile pace screen to one displaying my goal pace versus my current as two running stick figures. I was about two minutes ahead of my goal beating my old PR. It was going to be close. I heard that voice screaming at me to walk, stop, give up. I was hot and sweaty, I was still slightly cramping but now in both legs, my legs were burning, I couldn't even think about how I was going to run another 2.1 miles! But, like the quote says "I can do this!" I put my head down, gritted my teeth and willed myself to run. Final two miles 8:06 and 8:14. I rounded that last corner 0.1 miles away from the finish line and looked at my Garmin. Unless I fell down and died right there, I was going to do it. Funny how two miles ago I was doubtful that I could finish and now I look down and my legs began to come back from the dead. I glanced to my right and saw a young "fitter" looking woman starting to outpace me for the finish. Maybe someday sweetheart, but TODAY is NOT that day. I gave it all I got and ran that last small section at a 7:03 mile pace speed, my fastest in the entire race. I had somehow done the impossible AGAIN!
I once read that typical amatuer runners peak after seven years. How depressing! Only good seven years of PR's? I know that someday the clock won't favor me with faster times anymore. Maybe then I'll have to reconsider what I deem to be successful in a race. But for today, it was nice to NOT be a typical runner who peaked five years ago.
I walked around the arena in a glowing daze. I downed some water. God, that was some great tasting water! Walked into the recovery zone and received a free five minute well deserved chair massage. Posted a emotionally filled post and victory pic on FB.
I went back outside, sat down on some steps near the finish line and enjoyed watching other runners finish their races. The sun shined down on my face, I thought about what an amazing journey and transformation running has been for me and read the many congratulations from friends not there posted on FB. Thank you. I had to quickly wipe a tear or two away as coworkers somehow found my finish line sun tanning spot and came up to congratulate me.
Another race down, another PR, numerous lessons learned and much enjoyment. To search within yourself for a strength that you never thought possible when faced with what seem insurmountable challenges is what this amazing sport is all about. Those challenges come in many forms during life. But there's always only two answers to those challenges: you can quit, fold or you can DO THIS! If a once little fat kid can do this, then you can too. Run for your lives my friends....