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Wednesday, January 1, 2014

5 Miles More...

   I guess this is the end. I’ve been running now for 366 days. I still can’t believe it’s finally come to the final lap. If you would’ve asked me 367 days ago if I thought that I would ever attempt something like this, I would’ve said you were insane, crazy and quite possibly, a sadist. Who does that kind of thing? As a regular, everyday, run of the mill long-distance runner, I used to think that those runners who did that whole “streaking” thing were a little "odd". It was difficult enough just to train to complete a yearly marathon. Following a training plan for the four months that it took to work up to a marathon distance was challenging enough. Who wants to run every day? Through the darkness, cold, heat, high humidity, rain, lightning, high winds, sleet, snow and yes, even God forsaken hail? Through, birthdays, holidays or even sick days? I just didn’t think that I’d ever have the time or fortitude for that kind of a challenge.

   But, at the tail end of 2012 I had this this incredible need to do something different. Running was getting to feel less like something that I enjoyed and more like a job that I had to get done. I'd worked extremely hard that amazing year. Looking back, I think that I was in the best shape of my life. I'd finally reached my goal of completing a sub four hour marathon. I lost 28 pounds. But, I was dog tired. Tired of training. Tired of running. I needed a change. I needed a new challenge. What the to do was the big freakin question? I wanted to do something that I wasn't sure that I could quite finish. What good are challenges if you know deep down inside that you can already overcome them? So, I came up with my 366 Project. At least a mile a day for 366 days. I already knew that I could run what I considered fast for me. I knew that I could race distances from the mile to full marathon. I knew that I could run for four straight hours without stopping. Run every day for a year and a day? Hmm, not really sure that I could do it. Through my years of running, there've been times when I just didn't have the time to fit in a run. I got called into work on short notice, got stuck working late, got sick, had to watch the little man and so on. Life rarely goes as planned. Run more to feel less burnt out? I was possibly quite crazy when I decided to do this.

   I also wanted to do something that I've been seriously thinking about for years. Delve into the world of blogging and the social media sensation for runners known as the "run-net community". A long time ago I discovered the wonderful world of running podcasts. Through those great podcasts I discovered perfect running partners, friends and that I wasn't alone in my running triumphs and defeats. Runners are different from other people. But, together we share much in common. It was really nice to hear that validated from people that I never met! Then came Facebook. I was quickly hooked! For as much as running podcasts brought us together, Facebook did that ten fold. Now, we could post pictures, video and audio about our experiences. We went from small local running clubs to a global group with members sharing from all over the world. If I need advice I can now ask hundreds. If I'm lacking motivation I get more than what I could ever dream from people posting their workouts, quotes and running pictures. I'd gotten so much from the run-net community that I wanted to give back. I wasn't sure that I could run for 366 days, or that anyone would care about what I wrote about it. But, I was going to give it a damn good try. 

   Well, I guess I was wrong about thinking that nobody would be interested. You've all been extremely gracious with giving me your free time to read what I wrote here in the blog and watch when I produced one of my video podcasts. Now that our time has come to a close, I’m going to truly miss it. This journey of running 366 days has been an experience that I won’t ever forget.

   When I first started this project I thought it wasn’t going to be as hard as it would be. After all, I was already regularly running six days a week. What would be the big deal of just adding a seventh day with one additional easy mile? I tried to bring you along as best that I could. Frankly, sometimes it was a pain in the ass. Some days I just didn’t feel like writing anything down and felt less like recording myself. Some days I felt like I was just rambling to ramble. Not writing or recording anything of value. Even through those days, all of you stuck with me through it thick and thin. To know that you were following my progress and expecting to read or watch something from me spurned me on. You gave me so much motivation. I truly can’t thank you enough. You made me strive to constantly improve my writing or recording skills. In the end, I’m not sure if they ever got any better. You’re still reading this and the videos are watched. So, you can be the judge.

   Over the 366 days I’ve tried to bring you along with me. Sometimes I did a better job than others. Sometimes the words flowed freely and I was able to covey what it was like. Other days, I failed miserably. In this final post I’ll do my best to tell you what I learned during this journey.

   First of all, let’s talk about why I started doing this crazy running every day thing in the first place. Through my life I’ve come to stubbornly realize that there’s no excuse for hard work. With almost everything in your life, you’ll find that what you put into something, you’ll get out. Fitness and overall health are no exception. It’s no surprise. Most of us know this already. But, then why are Americans some of fattest and un-fittest people on planet Earth? When people hear me talk about my running, how many races I’ve completed or even this crazy project they look at me with this sense of awe in their eyes. I been told that what I do is impressive, that I'm genetically gifted and how nice it must be to have all that free time on your hands. Wait just a minute! Let’s take a good hard look at me and my life.

   Why is it so impressive to run? It's something that we were born to do. You learn to walk as a child and think to yourself, this is pretty cool. Then, you learn to run and think to yourself, this is freakin awesome! When's the last time that you saw a group of kids running around NOT smiling? Running and physical activity is just plain fun. But, as we grow older into adults we seem to forget that wonderful feeling of hearing our heart beat inside our head, the wind blowing through our hair and the sun shining on our face. Things get busy. Your free time disappears faster and faster. Some days, it's just a challenge to find time to sleep. Our country is a country of convenience. We drive everywhere in our cars, we can order food online for delivery and see little value in spending time outside. Many of us think that the reason that the Kenyans and Ethiopians are dominating our sport is because of genetics. While I think that genetics plays a role, there's other factors that I think play larger ones. Running at altitude plays a factor. Running shoeless for most of their lives plays a factor. But, the one overwhelming factor that I think plays the largest role is their lack of convenience. They lack the convenience of being able to drive everywhere. They walk or run to work, school and the grocery store. Now I'm not saying that we should all sell our cars and run everywhere. What I'm saying is that if you can park a little farther from the movie theater, do so. If you need something small from the grocery store, why not walk? If you can ride your bicycle to work on a nice day, why not? When you get a chance to go outside and run around with your kids or walk with your spouse, do it. Why is that such a crazy concept? I still remember the first few hard miles long ago when I first started running. Believe me when I say that it gets easier. If I can do this, anyone can. If all that I did for the Project was a single mile a day, then that's 366 miles total. You could do that. Anyone could walk a mile a day. After a short time, you'll find yourself running some of that mile. Eventually, all of that mile. Before you know it, you'll become something called a runner. Rome wasn't built in a day. Start slow. It doesn't matter how fast you are. You will get faster. Over time you'll go farther. YOU CAN DO THIS!

   I grew up an obese kid. Ate all the wrong things in excess. Drank all of the sugary stuff that I could get my hands on. I didn’t play any sports and loved doing non-physical activities. But, as I got older I realized that I used food to deal with my stress. When I got stressed, I ate. When I was done eating, I became my worst critic and piled more stress on myself. Even though I no longer weigh 220 pounds or have a 42 inch waist, it's something that I continue to struggle with daily. Deep down inside I still see myself as that little fat kid. So, I'm definitely NOT genetically gifted. Yes, there are certain medical conditions that will make weight loss and running difficult. But, not impossible to overcome. Yes, there are people who can just eat whatever they want without effect. But, that eventually catches up with them. Yes, there are some people genetically gifted with fast twitch muscle fibers. I happen to be one of them. But, I don't know where the hell they are when I run! That genetic assistance is great. But what you have, is what you have. You can't grow extra fast twitch fibers to become a sprinter or extra slow twitch to become marathoner. But, you can develop what you have with consistency and hard work. Big things come in small packages. The human body is designed to run. If you work hard at improving your innate running potential, you'll see results. It can take a long time. It took me 11 years to shave 45 minutes off my marathon time to break four hours. But, I did it. I've heard it said that most amateur runners peak after seven years. Here I am 12 years into it. Still managing to set some PR's at 40! Develop what you have, improve your weaknesses and never stop trying. YOU WILL SUCCEED!

   Free time huh? What the hell is that? I'm just like you. I have a family. I have a full-time career. I have about a million other things in my life besides running that I do. For the things that matter in your life, you need to make the time. Make an honest commitment. One reason that I make time for running is because ultimately, it'll allow me more time with my loved ones in the future. It's like putting money in the bank. You do something like running and you'll get all the positive health effects from it. Such as increased life expectancy, lower stress rate, less time being sick and injured. I could go on and on. Yes, there will be times when you'll have to sacrifice to fit in  some time to run. But, if you're flexible with yourself and take the time to repay those in your life that allow you to that time to run, you'll be able to do it. There will be times that you run more. Times that you run less. Maybe even times when you don't run at all. That's ok. One amazing thing that's come out of this Project is that while I still love beating the clock and running far, I'm now trying to take the longer look with regards to my running. I'm fortunate to be still setting PR's. But, someday those will stop. I will get slower. Ultimately, I want to do this for the rest of my life. Not just the next 12 more years. As a group, runners are something that the rest of the world can take a lesson from. We don't care what color you are, if you're a man, a woman or what age you are. We don't care about your religious beliefs, political affiliation or education level. We don't care what your profession is, how much money you make or where you live. We don't care if you're fast, slow, run races or walk marathons. We don't even care if you speak our language or share our sexual preference. Regardless of all that stuff, you still put one foot I front of the other just like we do. We don't even care if you beat us. Well, maybe a little. We accept everyone. I have yet to meet another runner who doesn't positively encourage me to improve myself. Where else can you toe the line with Olympic athletes and amateurs alike? Join us. It's not as hard as you think. YOU CAN BECOME A RUNNER!

   Whew! That was a good rant! Wasn't it? My fingers hurt! I hope it didn't come off so preachy. It's just that I've gotten so much from running. It's made me who I am. The miles that I've run are the story of my life.

   Some have been hard. Pushed me to the ends of my mental and physical limits and beyond. Taught me that there's more inside me when I feel like I have nothing left. That I have reserves beyond what I thought. That I can do astounding things when I struggle. 
  Some miles have been easy. Taught me that not everything is a battle that needs to be fought. Taught me that hard work does eventually pay off. Even in today's world of negativity, chaos and destruction there's positivity, serenity and peace. You just have to open your eyes to see them.

   Some have been fast. Taught me that when things are good, they're freaking great! Taught me that when those good things are happening, that it's important to take time to enjoy them before they're gone.

   Some have been slow. Felt like they took forever. Like they were never going to end. Taught me that being slow is sometimes a good thing. That not everything needs to be done at warp speed. Sometimes, it's good to slow down to a comfortable pace. Enjoy the ride. You can't go full throttle through your whole life without missing things. Important things. Look up, there's some good stuff passing you by if you just take the time to notice it.

   Some miles have been hilly. Taught me that while standing there looking up at those gigantic, daunting hills that it's ok to feel scared. Life is scary. Those scary things don't have to beat you. Taught me that there are downhills on the other side too. But, that you'll never get over the hill for that blessed downhill if you don't start in the first place. 

    Some miles have been flat. Those were the ones that where I just felt like I could go on and on. I was a force unchallenged. Nothing stood in my way. A running machine made for this! All that hard training, all of the long miles gave you what I needed. Taught me that I could do anything that I had the desire to honestly do. 

   Some miles were sad. There were times out there that I thought about the anguish, sadness and grief I've experienced through my life. There were times out there that I was so depressed. On the edge of my running path. Wishing I'd not come back from the run. I was thankful for the sunglasses running those miles because they hid the tears. Taught me that it's ok to hurt, to feel sorrow and to deal with it in healthy ways. The end isn't always the end. Sometimes it's a beginning in disguise. I've ended so many things in my life. Only to marvel at the beginnings. I'm glad I'm still here to be able to do that...

   But, my friends, most of those miles have been so happy. I started this 366 day journey mentally and physically exhausted. To admit it to anyone for the first time, I was considering stopping running altogether. I was ready to quit. I needed something to remind myself of all that's good about the many miles that have colored my life. I've covered more than 26,000 miles in almost 12 years. In that time, raced 63 races from the mile to marathon. I've run through it all. Good times and bad. Some moments will forever be frozen in time. Some I don't even want to remember. Some of the greatest and worst times in my life. All that time I've been chasing one thing that I think that we all want, happiness. It's an elusive little bugger. I've caught up to it sometimes. Almost able to grab hold. Only to have it put on a little surge and leave me in the dust. Sometimes it was all that I could do to keep it in my sight miles away. Sometimes I worked hard and reeled it back in, mile by mile. Until we raced side by side. Me smiling from ear to ear to ear like a little kid who's discovered the ability to run for the first time. 

   When you first start out on your journey of becoming a runner it can be very exciting and addicting. You get a sleek looking pair of running shoes. You get stretchy but yet oddly comfortable feeling, sweat wicking clothing emblazoned with powerfully motivating logos and sayings. You get the coolest gadgets that can track how far you run, play endless music and pit how many steps you run in a day against your friends and family. You start eating better, your body changes for the better and you become the envy of your friends and family. You get faster, run farther and eventually find yourself toeing the line at an official road race. You even encourage others to lace up and join you. All this happens and more. Quite a whirlwind. 

   Over time though, you'll come to realize that running isn't about being fast, logging thousands of miles, running 366 days or racing. Yes, all of those things are important. But, the race you are running is the race of your life. The race is long and in the end, it's only with yourself. Like I've been telling you all this time, run not for PR's, medals or streaks. Run for your life because you only get one chance to win this race. Winning can mean a lot of different things to a lot of different people I guess. You have to decide what it is for you. Me, I'm just a simple man. Nobody special. I've never won any of the races that I've run. But, I'm trying to win the BIG one. I think I'm doing ok. Maybe even in the lead a little bit after today.

   Strange these last 366 days. I ran through a lot of things. Through the overwhelming stress of my wife losing her job and the joy of her getting the one of her dreams. I ran through settling into a new house. I ran for a young man who sadly decided that he could no longer go on and took his own life too early. I set a half-marathon PR. I ran Boston Strong to show the world that we runners don't cower in fear when faced with a challenge. I ran with running podcast legends and learned that they're even better in person and just as honest as they portray. I ran through peroneal tendonitis. I made a friend in Australia and reawakened my artistic ability again. I ran the most with my eight year old son since our old running stroller days. I was literally brought to my knees when he told me that he wanted to be a runner like his old dad. I finally got the courage to run through two of the toughest schools in my department. Becoming a physical fitness instructor setting a mile and a half PR. I got severe bronchitis and looked death in the face thinking I might have lung Cancer. The sins of the father are not going to be repeated here! I ran into my forties and a surprise birthday party. Which, forced me to run laps in my basement thinking I wasn't going to have time to get a mile in the 366 books. After ten marathons, I ran the marathon of my life. Racing the entire distance smashing my old PR by more than five minutes. I ran and encouraged family and friends to take up the challenge of the road and the race against themselves. 
   
   Did I succeed in my goal. I think so. The 366 Project is history. After much consideration, I will not be continuing with the running streak. Although, since I've got some momentum going this week I'm actually going to shoot for 370 days and call it quits on Sunday. Been so sporadic with my running lately. I want to make a good try at re-starting my training this week. I've got a new found respect for those "streaking" runners who continue to go non-stop. You guys are just plain amazing! It was an honor to share a brief time with you on the roads. You inspire the shit out of me!
   Thank you so much to my friends that gave me encouragement, advice and feedback. Thank you to my family who gave me time, support and helped me realize that my story is worth telling, even when I didn't think it was. I love all of you.

   So, the new big question is, what comes next? Apparently, some of you actually enjoy reading what I write and watching me ramble. You people are crazy by the way! So, it's only fair to keep the blog and video podcasts going for 2014! Hmm. Now we just need a topic. I've run races covering distances from a mile to marathon. Got my feet wet and now have my very own blog and video podcast. Done the streaking thing now for 366 days. Like I posted on Facebook last week, I still like the sound of "five miles". How about we give this ultra-marathoning thingy a go and try a 50K race? 50K's just about five miles more than a marathon. Hey, I like the way that sounds...Five Miles More! 
   
   New year. New challenges lay ahead. Won't you please join me for the Five Miles More Blog and Five Miles More Podcast? Where I will do my best to chronicle my attempt to go farther than I've ever gone before. Yeah, just five miles more. I will try to improve on what I learned here. Look for the new blog coming soon as well as a new Facebook page. My youtube channel http://www.youtube.com/user/Run366Project will remain the same but now carry the new video podcast. If you have any questions please feel free to contact me!

   Happy New Year my friends and thank you for coming on this 366 Project! I will keep testing my limits. I will keep irritatingly encouraging every non-runner as loud as I can to run and discover who they are. I will strive to improve myself. I will stumble. I will fall. Let's face it, I have no freakin clue what I'm really doing! 50K? I'm gonna die! But, I will continue on my race. I do not DNF. The world will be an interesting place.

   Run for your lives...



Wednesday, December 25, 2013

366 Podcast-Episode 19 "Merry Christmas"


   Christmas morning! Beautiful short mile run today out on freshly snow covered roads. Hardly a person on the road. Over the years I've come to cherish running on Christmas morning. It's something that you should try at least once in your life. It's an amazing experience where the world seems to be something out of a Norman Rockwell painting. Peaceful, quiet, serene. No headphones required. Got some strange looks from the few people that I did see. Obviously they don't know that I've got just six days left! Anyways, I hope that the holiday finds you happy, hopeful and content. Thank you for giving me the present of your free time watching my videos and reading my posts all year. Have a wonderful day, run for your lives and Merry Christmas! 

Thursday, December 19, 2013

Holiday Stress

   

   Well, to say that I've been busy is a bit of an understatement. I really was hoping to keep the momentum going with shooting out a blog once a day for the last month. But, it's holiday time and that just isn't going to happen. I apologize for falling short. I'm actually not a cyborg running machine. Just a human! 
   So, what has been going on in 366 land? Lots of stuff actually. I worked a nasty long stretch to make sure that the little man gets what he wants from the man in the big red suit. We still believe in good old Santa in this household. We do all kinds of crazy stuff to ensure that it stays that way. Emails from the man himself, a trio of scout elves that have a knack for getting into all sorts of trouble around the house and lots of of Christmas magic. That means that free time has gone out the window! That stuff doesn't happen without a little help!
   Winter may have been mild last year for us here in upstate NY. But, Mother Nature is making up for it this year! Lots of snow last week! Of course my snow blower was in the shop being repaired as the flakes fell. Oh well, what can you do? I didn't mind all the shoveling. It's just added strength work right? Apparently, we're under a flood watch tonight? The weather has oddly shifted back to the warmer side. Just in time for the snow blower to sit quietly in the garage! Hopefully some of the white stuff will still be there come Christmas morning!
   All the snow has presented some unique challenges for getting my miles in. The main road that I run on near my home doesn't have much of a shoulder to begin with. When you add all of that snow, you have even less. Which means I'm practically running in the road. Even with a reflective vest, headlamp and four flashers drivers still seem to not see me. Sometimes they're nice and move over. Sometimes they play chicken. Very dangerous and frustrating. I think that I'm just going to have to breakdown and start doing some of my runs inside at the gym again. Treadmill of Death...
   My motivation just hasn't been there too much ever since Thanksgiving. But, after being on vacation for the last four days I'm happy to report that I've managed to jump start my self somewhat! Really sore from all the activity. But, feeling elated to be doing something to combat the onslaught of holiday food and adult drinks that are coming soon. 
   I'm also happy to report that the Project is 13 days away from being completed! Had a super interview with Coach Jeff yesterday about the whole experience. He's a friend of mine in Australia who has an amazing podcast simply called, The Running Podcast. This guys amazing and knows his stuff. Such a motivation! Weird to think that people actually are still interested in this crazy little 366 thing! 
   As with most people, the holidays can be a really stressful time of year. Presents to buy. Money can be tight. Hosting Christmas dinner a challenge. Some family who you'd rather not spend time with. All that crazy stuff! I've been stuck right there in the middle of that for most of my vacation. Not very positive. But, each day I threw myself into my workouts with gusto. You know what? All that physical activity did exactly what I wanted it to, channel the stress away and leave me with a feeling of hope and peace. Yes, presents need to be bought. Be thankful you can give them to those that matter. Yes, money's tight. But, when isn't it? We always seem to survive in the long run. I'm not homeless thank God. Whom I kidding? I love hosting Christmas dinner even if it's a pain in the ass. At least I don't have to go anywhere but my own recliner! Yes, some family members should stay home. But, sometimes it's more fun to laugh to yourself at their ridiculousness behind their back. You can't pick your family. So, enjoy them! It's not that bad. 
   So, keep doing whatever you enjoy doing and use it as a tool to get you through these enjoyable but stressful holiday times. One foot in front of the other as they say!
    353 days down and still going strong! Run for your lives my friends. Interesting things coming in 2014...

Saturday, December 14, 2013

What Was I Thinking?

    So, there I was running my mile today in almost sub zero weather mentally chastising myself for not running farther and it hit me. Why was I being so hard on myself? I've had the most phenomenal year. I've set two PR's in the half-marathon and full marathon distances. Even with gaining more weight when compared to last year, contracting extreme bronchitis and fighting off peroneal tendonitis I managed to overcome all of that and still have one hell of an amazing year! 
   I didn't see any other runners out there tonight. So, I was once again reminded of why I started this Project in the first place, because being a runner doesn't mean running short, far or racing. It just means getting out there for a run.
   There will be time for running short, fast, far, slow and racing. In 18 days I will have accomplished everything that I set out to do and then some this year. I'm not training for anything right now. It's time to rejoice in the achievements of the year and give back to my family and friends who put up with my training nonsense. After all, I wouldn't be who I was today if it wasn't for them. Running a mile still means I'm a runner.
   Run for your lives my friends!  

Friday, December 13, 2013

Blah, Blah, Blah...

   Well, my friends, it's official. Winter is finally here in upstate NY and I've lost my running mojo. I really thought that I could keep this motivation rolling. But, all this week it just hasn't been there. Getting ready for the holidays is proving to be a challenge and leaving not a whole lot of time left for getting out there. I really don't have any good excuses. The Project is still alive. But, I just don't feel like running more than a mile lately. Hopefully tomorrow will be better! Have a great night and run for your lives...

Thursday, December 12, 2013

Why Superheros Are Important...


   

   I came across this article and thought it would be worth reposting here. While, it doesn't have much to do with running on face value. It does talk about a quality that I've found universal in runners of every kind, empathy. I've never seen a thin runner snicker at a larger one at the start line, never heard a disparaging remark from Olympic elites about the rest of the field when I ran NYC or met a fellow runner who isn't willing to give advice to a novice. We accept, we enjoy the companionship, we empathize because we were a heavier runner, an average joe, a novice once too. But, my friends deep inside, we ALL have the power to be our own superhero. Run for your lives, just don't forget the cape...


The Psychology Behind Superhero Origin Stories

How does following the adventures of Spider-Man and Batman inspire us to cope with adversity?

By Robin Rosenberg 

“Why is every superhero movie an origin story?” complained Entertainment Weekly film critic Adam Markovitz after seeing a trailer for this summer’s Man of Steel—yet another version of the 75-year-old Superman saga. Perhaps we love origin stories, Markovitz suggested, because they “show the exact moment when a normal guy goes from being Just Like Us to being somehow better, faster, stronger.”
I’m inclined to disagree. As a clinical psychologist who has written books about the psychology of superheroes, I think origin stories show us not how to become super but how to be heroes, choosing altruism over the pursuit of wealth and power. I’ve learned this through hundreds of conversations at comic book conventions, where fans have been remarkably candid about their lives and the inspiration they draw from superhero stories.
In one form or another the superhero origin story has been around for millennia: A hero battles “supernatural” forces and returns home “from this mysterious adventure with the power to bestow boons on his fellow man,” as the mythologist Joseph Campbell wrote.
In my surveys of the genre, I’ve found that superheroes undergo three types of life-altering experiences that we can relate to.
The first is trauma, which lies at the heart of Batman’s origin story, in which Bruce Wayne dedicates himself to fighting crime after seeing his parents murdered. In real life, many people experience “stress-induced growth” after a trauma and resolve to help others, even becoming social activists.
The second life-altering force is destiny. Consider Buffy the Vampire Slayer, about a normal teenager who discovers she’s the “Chosen One”—endowed with supernatural powers to fight demons. Buffy is reluctant to accept her destiny, yet she throws herself into her new job. Many of us identify with Buffy’s challenge (minus the vampires) of assuming a great responsibility that compels her to grow up sooner than she wants to.
Lastly, there’s sheer chance, which transformed a young Spider-Man, who was using his power for selfish purposes until his beloved uncle was murdered by a street thug. Spider-Man’s heroism is an example of how random adverse events cause many of us to take stock of our lives and choose a different path.
At their best, superhero origin stories inspire us and provide models of coping with adversity, finding meaning in loss and trauma, discovering our strengths and using them for good purpose. (Wearing a cape or tights is optional.)
Comic book writers could have chosen not to endow their characters with origin stories. (In fact, Batman’s back story wasn’t published until the comic’s seventh installment.) But those writers were keen observers of human nature. And they were able to translate those observations into captivating stories reflecting aspects of psychology that were confirmed by researchers decades later. In doing so, they tap into our capacity for empathy, one of the greatest powers of all.

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Find Your Song...

   So, there I was today sitting for eight hours watching a bad guy at the hospital. This particular bad guy had shoplifted, ran from the store, caused a high speed chase resulting in a crash with a another car which, oddly enough had a fireman inside. The fireman had to be cut out of the vehicle and the bad guy broke both legs. Not a very positive member of our society. If I'd taken the time to count how many times he swore today because he was in pain, I'd be in the 300's by the time I left. Frankly he reminded me of Jabba the Hutt. 
   Anyways, there I was looking at his broken legs and I thought to myself, thank God I never broke both of my legs like that doing something that stupid. He wasn't going for a run anytime soon. It made me appreciate my choices, my passion and my health. It also made me realize that while these types of details are easier for some of my fellow co-workers, they really suck for me. I've come to enjoy the three to four miles I put on my legs daily at work. Sitting at Jabba's bedside all day netted me a little over a quarter of a mile. Not my most active day. 
   By the time that I made it to the gym I was practically jumping out of my uniform to get some form of exercise into my day. One things for sure, I'm not cut out to have a desk job! My workout today was great! The less activity gave me a little more strength and energy. But, the one thing that struck me today was how much I love my music. I've said it before. Music can motivate you beyond belief. Mine sure does. So, tonight I'd like to leave you with one of my favorite. I've run more PR's to this song than any other. It's old, it's a classic, it's something that you probably won't find entertaining at all. But, that's not the point here. The point is, whatever your music, classical, pop, hip hop, metal, country, etc. Find it, use it. There is power and motivation there! Five days left of work until a little four day vacation. Can't wait. Hope your week's going good my friends! Run for your lives and find your song...

Monday, December 9, 2013

Still Raging...

Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

And you, my father, there on that sad height,
Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light. 

   This poem by Dylan Thomas is one of my favorites. It's actually about dying. But, every time that I read it I'm reminded of how much it relates to running too. Tonight's run was something that I can't put into words. It was something that only other runners would know. The complete darkness that came too early, the silence of the night only to be shattered by a passing car, the rhythmic pulsing of the strobe lights on my body, the sheer surprise when a deer sprang out of the woods to cut me off, the power that I felt when an old favorite song came on, the clarity of mind that overtook me, the aggravation at drivers that swerved too close, the feeling that I was doing what I should be doing and going where I should be going, the feeling that I was running for my life. I may not be fast. I may not win races. Hell, I can't even win my age group. But, tonight I beat the worst foe anyone will ever face, self doubt. 23 days left and counting. Bring it...  

Sunday, December 8, 2013

Fitbit Force Review



   When I first saw the Fitbit Flex arrive on the market I drooled like a little kid at Christmas. But, after reading some of the online reviews, I was disappointed to find out that it only tracked wrist movement versus all of the the other Fitbit products which are dedicated steps counters. So, I shelved that idea, kept my Fitbit One and waited for them to get it right. 
   After release of the Fitbit Force I was happy to discover that the company had made good changes to the new model changing it to a dedicated step counter and giving it an altimeter to track stairs climbed. The accompanying online reviews that I read were also very positive. 
   After owning one now for a few days I think that I'm going to return it and here's the reasons why. First, I hate having it on my wrist. I initially thought that I could get over the bulkiness. But, when I wore it on my watch wrist, it bothered me. I suppose that I could've taken my watch off and used it as one instead. But, the display doesn't stay lit all day. Personally I don't like having to push a button every time I look at my watch. When I wore it on my other wrist it didn't fit well with my Livestrong and Road ID bracelets. Made me feel like I was wearing a plastic gauntlet.
   Second, I hated the clasping mechanism. It wasn't very secure and popped off several times even though it was properly secured. I don't need something that can come off that easily at my job. Like I've mentioned before, it would quickly get stripped off when in a fight with a bad guy. 
   Third, I wanted something that I didn't have to take off when I showered. It's marketed as water resistant. But, the company advises not showering with it. I want something that I can put on and forget. At least until it needs to be charged.   
   Fourth, after extensive testing today I was saddened to discover that it wasn't quite as accurate as my One. I wore both throughout my eight hour shift. At a normal 10 pace walk, both counters worked as designed. But, anything over that distance the Force continually shorted me by about 25%. I did some research online. When this type of thing happens when wearing one of their counters, the company advises figuring out what you're walking stride length and running stride length are over a known measured distance. I did that tonight and entered the data into their website. 
   I suppose that if it was just the being 25% off I would keep it. After all, nothing is going to be perfect with regards to step counting. Hopefully the stride calibration will help. But, all of the other negatives are just too much. That being said. I think that it does a decent job. As a runner, I'm using my Garmin to track mileage anyways. Not a step counter. 
   So, for now I'll stick with my One. I'll save the $130 and get a new pair of shoes instead. Feeling a little sick today. But, the mile was pretty easy today. Going to go to bed early and get some rest. Have a great night and run for your lives my friends!  

Saturday, December 7, 2013

Double Digits

   Hi there friends! Today was a good day. But, man am I ever tired! I managed to do my first run today in the double digits since the Empire State Marathon. The cold of winter has snapped upstate NY back into reality. I think with the wind chill it felt like it was something like 19 degrees today. Nonetheless, the run came off without a hitch. I got some tightness the last three  miles and had to push it. I was pleased to see that I stayed on pace through the whole distance. Wore my brand new neon running vest. You'd think in the middle of the afternoon wearing one of those things would make you more visible to drivers. Unfortunately I really didn't notice too much of a difference. I always like the drivers more who swerve in the other direction rather than towards me. I also got a chance to compare my Fitbit One to the Force. I was a little surprised by the results. The One said that I only traveled a little over six miles. While the Force shortchanged me about half a mile. I'll do some more testing the next few days at work wearing both units. It'll be interesting to see if I've been getting shortchanged all this time. I guess nothing's perfect. The Force recorded my sleep perfectly last night. Not too crazy about the wristband though. I'm wearing it on my watch wrist and it seems to get in the way. The clasping mechanism isn't the strongest either. If I have to roll around with a bad guy at work, it'll pop off easily. I'm not giving up yet. Hope everyone had a great day. Run for your lives and goodnight my friends...

Friday, December 6, 2013

May The Fitbit Force Be With You



   When you become a runner you quickly come to both hate and love numbers. They seem to weave their way into every aspect of your passion. How much time did that run take? I missed my PR in that race by 3 seconds! How far is five miles from my house? What was that mile split? Then, if you are lucky enough to have OCD, you start recording all those silly numbers in a running log. It's a disease, it really is. My running log is more valuable than my social security number! I mean, that's got 12 years of my life in it! 
   So, what to do when you're a runner with OCD issues who loves recording and categorizing all of those numbers? You do what I did in 2012 and go and buy a fitness tracker. One of my friends, Steve Walker AKA Steve Runner did an episode about this marvelous little gizmo called a Fitbit. Check out his incredible podcasts Phedippidations and Intervals. Really good stuff! He's a down to Earth guy who puts out some amazing material!
   Anyways, back to the Fitbit. I'd never been much into pedometers before. I experimented with them. But, I discovered that the majority of them were highly inaccurate, even when calibrated. But, Steve kept going on and on about how accurate his Fitbit seemed to be and about all the cool data that it collected. It's actually much more than a simple pedometer. It tracks steps taken, floors climbed, calories spent, active minutes and even has the ability to track your sleep quality. The price wasn't too steep at about $100 and it had a rechargeable battery. 
   I spent the money and bought the Fitbit Ultra. I quickly realized that Steve was absolutely right! The thing was extremely accurate. To say that I reveled in all that data it showed is an understatement. I was totally hooked! It uploaded all of your data wirelessly to their online site. Which has the nicest graphs. You could even compete with other Fitbit friends for steps. They came out with better and better models and even developed a smart phone app. 
   I had minor problems with some of their units. I even accidentally washed one or two of them. But, the company is one of the few left in the world who put the customer first. All of my minor problems were quickly resolved and I've been sent not one, but two units free of charge. Even after it was my fault that I washed the damn things! They're outrageously great. I was so impressed that I even bought their Aria wifi scale. Which, you guessed it, integrates with your tracker and uploads your weight and body fat to the app and online site. 
   The Fitbit isn't the fitness or weight loss silver bullet. It doesn't lose the weight for you. You still have to do the work and eat better. But, the site rewards your hard work with lots and lots of motivation and what they call "badges". Which are accrued when you reach so many steps, floor, etc. You can also taunt and encourage fellow friends. The site also integrates with other popular fitness apps. One of my only complaints is that their food tracking database is a little weak. So, I've synced it with my My Fitness Pal account. They work seamlessly together. By using both I was able to lose 27 pounds. I'd call that a huge win! 
   Over time I've gotten pretty used to not washing my Fitbit and remember it 99% of the time when I'm doing active. But, it's still somewhat of a pain in the ass. So, today Santa came early. I bought their next generation tracker called the Force. It breaks from their traditional clip on style and has now been modified into a wrist band. It now has the ability to tell time and has a vibration alarm which can be set for any time you like. According to the website, the Force will eventually display your smart phone caller id when you receive an incoming call. Pretty handy when you're out on a run. I'll call the dentist back when I'm done! No more stopping, pulling out the phone and looking! I dig it. 
   I've read some negative reviews online about their previous wristband model, the Flex. I'm not sure If I like it being on my wrist either. So, it'll be interesting to see what the deal is over the next 30 days. I'll keep you all well informed on it's performance.
   If you're interested in getting some motivation, cool data and becoming healthier may I suggest that you try Fitbit. They've gotten this fitness tracker thing right in so many ways! They sell models from $50 to $130 depending on features. Try it and you may be surprised how active you really are or how much of a slug you can be. 
   The Project and the running are continuing on. Notice I didn't say nicely. This week has been really hard due to sleep issues. The puppy has found his bark and I've been staying up too late doing computer stuff. I yet again verified today that my lower back still hates doing hyper extensions on the anything other than a fitness ball. Earlier this week I learned this AGAIN for about the hundredth time and now have a back strain. Yeah, I'm a stubborn old runner. I happily discovered that for some reason that after switching to a chocolate protein shake that the mixture doesn't get clogged in the mixer ball thingy like the vanilla flavor. Weird. I've tried googling it without any success. Does anyone know? After tomorrow I'll be working 10 days in a row to cover Christmas for Santa. So, time will be at a premium in the near future. But, fear not my fellow runners. The Project will be completed to it's 366th day and the daily blog posts will continue. Have a great night and run for your lives!
   

Thursday, December 5, 2013

Coffee & A Computer

   Well, I had every intention of writing a good piece tonight about coffee. It's been a long rough day. Santa stayed up entirely too late last night to get a certain little boy's brand new iPod touch programmed before the big day. As a result, this morning hurt! So the substance of the day at work was COFFEE! Something that I only drink in moderation. I've had enough to power a nuclear sub today. 
   I had an absolutely great run with the extra power tonight. I even restarted one of my speed workouts. The weather was amazing with temps almost in the 60's! The only bad point was that my head lamp died mid run. It was dark at 4:15 EST. So this wasn't a great thing weaing mostly black. It's thoroughly convinced me to get a new reflective vest these next two days off. Very dangerous. 
   Like I said I was going to do something about coffee. But, I decided to update my laptop to windows 8 & it's either locked up the system or going super slow. So, the iPhone was the only thing I had. So, no big story about coffee. I'll save it for another time. Hope everyone's doing well! Gonna go to try to figure this out. 
   Run for your lives...

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

My Partner, My Success Story...



   So, today I'd like to talk to you about my friend and co-worker Vinny. We've been assigned together for almost a year now. Back when we first started working together we hardly knew each other. That being said, almost everyone in the department knew how big I am into running. He asked about it. So, naturally our conversations drifted towards fitness and weight loss. 
   Vinny wasn't overweight by any means. But, like everyone else, he could stand to lose a few pounds here and there. I mean, who wouldn't want to be a little trimmer? The year before we started working together I lost about 27 pounds through my running, using a Fitbit and the iPhone app My Fitness Pal. I became lighter than I was when I started high school so many years ago. It was one of the biggest changes in my life in a long time. 
   Over our months together, I convinced him to begin running and start using the app. He convinced his wife and other friends and family to start using the app and begin exercising too. Lo and behold here we are and I'm very proud to say that he's even surpassed me by managing to lose over 32 pounds. His friends and family have lost also. 
   He taken a good amount of grief from our other co-workers, his family and friends over his weight loss. I remember that I got it too. But, I keep supporting him in the background. Why is it a bad thing to be the weight that you are supposed be? Are we that out of touch?
   The one thing that we discuss on a regular basis is how easy this process was for him. The running has gone from something abhorred to something that he looks forward to. He comes back from the road energized and satisfied. His diet got a major overhaul when he realized that you can eat even more of the good stuff for less calories than the unhealthy. I swear, the guy eats more than I do everyday! Funny how someone can lose all that weight without the typical diet minded calorie restriction. He's even rambling now everyday about joining a gym near his house. Just join it will you already!
   He doesn't know it, but the success he, his family and friends have had was a big deal for me. Sometimes, standing out there on the island of health can be a lonely place. People make fun of your food choices, portion control, body changes and exercise routine. I try to tell myself that they're just teasing me or jealous because they can't do the things I do or look the way I do. But, it still gets old really quick to get the ribbing day in and day out. It makes you feel like an outcast sometimes. 
   When I started this running journey, this project, this blog I didn't want to change the world, quit my job and become a writer or win any medals. I just wanted to make myself healthier and hopefully inspire at least one person to change how they live, challenge the current norms about health, food and fitness and make themselves better than they were. Small healthy changes equal big rewards and are within anyone's grasp. There's no magic here. Just healthy life changes and dedication. Well, I think I got what I wanted and then some. Congratulations buddy! Keep running for your life...  

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Guilty Or Not Guilty?



   Man, getting old sure isn't an easy thing! Today was a long day at work. My legs were feeling the effects of yesterday's speed workout minus a warm up. Yesterday it seemed like such an awesome idea to do the speed interval sections of my run much faster than I needed to. Today, not so much. Funny how after taking a slight reduction in mileage last week that I'm so sore today. The old body just doesn't bounce back like it used to. 
   But, today I was determined to keep the good momentum of yesterday's workout moving right along. So, it was off to the gym for some cross-training and an easy three miles. Today was also the second test run of the little man getting off the bus, walking by three houses to our home, letting himself inside and calling me to let me know that he got there safe and sound. My wife will be home. But, she works the awful midnight shift and will be fast asleep. 
   I think that every parent has the opinion that when they grew up things were a little better off than they are now for their kids. The violence wasn't as bad, the streets were safer, you could leave your house unlocked kind of thing. At my son's age I was walking about two miles from school to my grandmother's house, rode my bike all over the city and didn't come home until dinner time. So, I guess I have that opinion too. But, as an adult, especially an adult who works in the field of law enforcement who sees all the terrible things humanity is capable of, I was really nervous about today. 
   We did it once before without a problem. My wife was just as nervous as me. It seemed like every shadow held a pedophile, every big van a kidnapper and every car with blacked out windows a bad guy who had an axe to grind with me for some unbeknownst wrong that I did to them. Scary thoughts. My motto at work is always walk around every corner like death is waiting on the other side. It saved my life once.
   My little man is eight. He still thinks everyone's still good at heart, that Santa is legit and that elves move throughout the house when he sleeps. I don't want to take that away. He needs to hold onto that for as long as he can. It's like switching from a flip phone to an iPhone. Once it's done, you can never go back. 
   That being said, we've warned him as innocently as we could about the bad things of the world and have developed a good safety plan. My fears are hopefully just that.
   As I got into my workout this afternoon I eagerly watched the clock on my iPhone tick away until his call. While the minutes came and went my inner guilt increased exponentially. Am I being to selfish asking him to do this? Is he too young? Is he ok? He eventually called on time and the sound of his voice soothed my ears and fears. But, damn his little voice sounded like he was three all over again. 
   I finished my workout after a promise was made for him to call me or wake mom if anything hokey was going down. So, what do I think? I think we'll continue with this experiment. I'm definitely not comfortable doing this every day. But, maybe once or twice a week will work for now. I think that the guilty feeling will never go away. But, the fact that I care about keeping myself fit for duty and healthy enough to last well into my retirement pushing my great grandkids in running strollers during our local 5K is a tremendously great thing. Would my dad still be here if he valued fitness like I did? I don't know. But, if a couple of hours twice a week at the gym and some miles through the snow can by me a lifetime with my family, I'll more than take it. 
   Don't feel guilty about the time away for your loved ones while you work on making yourself a happier, healthier and fitter person. They will thank you. Maybe you'll even rub off on them and even get them to exercise with you! That's a double bonus! 
   Have a great night my friends and run for your lives!